work work work

here i am..taking a break from my work..wan to die can..really hated working while ppl are having hols..argh.. i'm getting retarded.. i dunno how to render anymore and i dunno how to capture views.. i left all my skills in the pc at jurong west blk 662A 7th floor the unit wif very nice house plate in the room with a table which has it's bending moment stretched to it's optimiun point. photoshop seems foreign to me.. and my blding is freaking ugly.. mayb on the day of presentation i juz vomit some blood and spill it onto my panels so no one can see how ugly tt piece of housing is! den mayb they will juz pity me and let me pass n go home. yes..i miss home, especially at this very moment. no one to buy lunch for me when i'm hungry.. no childcare left over food for high tea.. no 24hrs ready hot water to make coffee.. no nothing.. argh.. i wan to go back to the castle with king and queen and a princess life awaiting..