so fast.

time has wings, it flies. my exchange in delft is gonna end soon n i'll be gg back to reality. being in a foreign country is like being put into another dimension. it seems so recent that i was complaining the lack of clothings, stationery and food when i first came. almost got my mom to send me stuffs that i tot i need. but i have since survived wif the bare necessity. doing homework with the limited number of pens and zero paper clips. sometimes i like buying things i thought i need but in the end i din use at all. like i bought milo cos i tot i will drink but i only make milo twice. i like to have food in my room but i dun like to eat. i used to barge into my kitchen back home a few times in the night to search for food. u noe, in the night, what's there will be there.. no extra food will appear no matter how many times u search. but i juz like to open the fridge n cupboard to ransack the same food again n again. even if i found my favourite food like orea, sometimes i dun eat too and i juz complain that there's no food in the cupboard. so over here, i will juz buy food and keep overtime..so i will have a supply of food to look at and feel contented that i have food to search for. mayb this is kaisu-ism cos it might be because i'm afraid tt food will run out one day so i keep stocking up. or mayb i dun like the idea of emptyness. or mayb i'm juz weird. but one thing nv change, i'm always rushing. i think i'm juz slow.. tt's y have to rush everytime for submission..