只想。。

半夜三更，
冲个冷水澡，
没想什么，
只想生病。

一山还有一山高

if i was very hardworking last sem, than this sem i'm super hardworking.
i thought i have reached my limit last sem.. but i guess one will never know one's limit.
miracle is always waiting at the end of the thunderstorm.
you will see the rainbow if you survive the thuderstorm.

shoes.sandals.slippers.

my mom dun wan to help me wash my sandals, so i told her i wash myself. so tomorrow i will wash all my shoes, sandals and slippers at one go, such that i have no footwear to go out. tt will be my excuse to stay at home and reject all the invitations and errands. tt's me.. a very insensible girl.

blinded.

recently there seems to be this agenda about blindness. both channel 8 n channel u have shows featuring blind lead actor and actress. if only i am blind,
den i dun have to see the ugly side of the world,
the untruthful side of my friends,
the insincerity of people.. if only i'm blind.

no life.

haiz.. sometimes really dunno y i'm doing this. i love life but i have no power to enjoy it. i do not have time to do the things i like but i spent time doing the things i have to do. work n work n work for wat reason i dunno. no one to rely on n i can't rely on anyone. i can't even sleep properly. i lead this kind of shitty life no one understands.

the war is over.

aki ... u won.. u have completely messed up my life.

my cousin

A levels result was out a few days ago and my cousin got 4 As! congrats!! my aunt asked for my email address, i presumed that she wanna ask me about courses in NUS. however i din receive any email from her so i decided to send her sms instead. i told her to encourage my cousin to choose dentistry cos' it's a quick 4 yr course and she can earn big bucks. though it might be boring but it's the most well paid job with little hassel i think. dentistry din cross my mind last time cos i tot it would be so boring.. but i think given my personality.. even the most interesting job would be uninteresting in a few yrs time. since anything will got boring sooner or later.. it doesn't really matter? but luckily, she decided to do medicine which is prefect i thought. however i still think dentistry is a better choice, if u weigh the pros n cons to medicine. less studying time, less no of students, fix working hrs blah blah blah. anyway, good luck to her.. hope she gets wat she wans!!! jia u!

who can be a good architect?

you can be a good architect if...

1) you are a loner; you have no other social circles beside architectural ones.
2) you have no spouse nor children
3) you are an orphan; you dunno what your parents look like.
4) you can take criticism from the lousiest tutor
5) you can be awake for 19hrs and sleep only 5hrs everyday, including sundays, saturdays and public holidays.
6) you can take breakfast at 12pm, lunch at 6pm, dinner at 12am, supper at 8am.
7) you can present like u nv done before even without sleep for 3 nights.
8) your hobbies are drawing plans, elevations, playing with autocad and cutting base wood.
9) you can breathe wood, eat glass and drink concrete.

ice skating

i wan to ice skate, even though the ring is so pathetically small. every little free time i can squeeze out of my hectic timetable, ice skate will be my first pirority. so finally yesterday i had my chance. together with darren, we headed for the ring in jurong. but to our dismay, ice hockey tornament was in progress. the ring was in used from dawn till dusk. this tornament was to be held over a few days, so i can forsee that i wouldn't be able to skate till after my submission-- that will be in a few weeks time. what kind of life do i lead? so busy till i have no time for a 2 hrs of fun? i'm not doing any big business.. juz slogging my life away in an air-con faulty studio. ok, it's not i dun haf time, i do have time to sleep. but i juz dun haf the correct time slot, or darren time doesn't fit my time. i think by the time i'm free, i dun have the liking to go skating anymore.