daddy

when i was still a little kid, my dad used to tell me, 如果你可以的话，daddy让你读. my dad nv failed his promise. i studied with a carefree mind, free from any form of financial burden. he supported me all this while, all the way till my university course. at a point of time, i had wanted to study medicine, i din even consider the large sum of money tt would require, i juz tot of wat i thought i wan. i dunno if my dad's worry abt seeing me thru the medicine course but i noe if i had wanted tt course, i will have my means, through bank loan or watsoever.

now i looked back. all thanks to my dad, because of wat he said, i never hesitate to choose wat i wan to study. i nv ever tot of the significant of tt statement till now. to me then, it was juz part of his nagging to urge me to study hard, to inject me with the idea tt earning a degree will enable good future. but now, that statement has another meaning to me. studying is not at all easy. how many midnight oil burnt, how many sleepless nights, how many no weekends in a role--countless. how many headaches, how many try harder next time, how many failure, how many success--infinite. if i'm prepared to take all these from pursuing my studies, daddy will support u.

i wish i can repay my dad his graces. his unconditioned love. now whenever i felt studying is taking on my toil, i shall rem wat he said. i will realise my studying is taking on his toil as well. it's inspiring, reminds me that i have someone to turn to.

thanks dad, i nv say but i love u.