mianbao

new top!!

2007-03-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

Got this new top from Essue 21 in Square 2.. like it so much..can't wait to wear it!! Salegirl said the boss designed it.. quite a good piece i must say..will probaby go back and scout for more stuffs next time!

practise!

2007-01-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

i think i have speech disorder or something. there's a problem of expressing myself, i can't seem to get my points across. i think it's time for self help. i should practise talking everyday. use the correct words to avoid misunderstanding. it can be quite frustrating when wat you are thinking isn't wat you are saying.

boo

2007-01-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

boo... can i give up le???

eating disorder

2006-12-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

sabotaged 2 times by darren made me very mad. unhappiness caused me to have no appetite and i lost the desire to eat. this upset my grandma cos' she doesn't like to see her granddaughter starving. she kept asking me to eat n offer to cook maggie mee for me but my constant refusal started to back her off. in the end she left my room disappointedly. i'm sorry, i don't mean to not listen to u but i really dun feel like eating. mayb i will eat a little later.

everyday

2006-11-22T01:29:00.000+08:00

everyday is so painful... if only you know.

bad day

2006-11-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

it's a bad day for me. in this day, i felt nothing else matters.

re-view

2006-11-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

juz finished reviewing all my past entries. realised i can be quite lame.. haha. the most classic is i commented on song's comment that we are jokers, who's the other 2?, we can make a deck of cards. biangz.. can't believe i said tt and can't believe i'm writing an entry on this! i guess i still like the lame me.. haha.

frog

2006-11-05T17:26:00.000+08:00

frogs have poor eye sight, that's why they only feed on moving insects.
bigger eye doesn't mean you can see more.
frogs are so adorable.
i should stop eating frog legs.

Brownie the cat

2006-09-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

tot i would close down the blog since it's long forgotten by me le.. but nevertheless.. let me share this nice song with everyone.

When I saw you sitting there
In your yellow flower chair
You were eating pink icecream
I fell in love with you

And you took me to your house
Among blue marshmallow clouds
And we waved at shooting stairs
We fell in love that day

Never knew someone like you
With your eyes you make me smile
If you leave me i'll be blue
Let me stay here by your side

You took me inside your dream
To a moon of cheese and cream
To star light we ate till dawn
I fell in love with you

And i wanna be your girl
And give you my credit card
I'll take you to paradise
You are welcome to my world

You, your're so cute
Love you
And I'll share my pillow too
With you never blue
Forgive everything you do

Hey Brownie, forever with you

Asked if I liked to fly
Then you took me on a drive
And we headed to the sky

Never knew someone like you
With your eyes you make me smile
If you leave me i'll be blue
Let me stay here by your side
You always give me something new

You, your're so cute
Love you
And I'll share my pillow too
With you never blue
Forgive everything you do

Come with me
Kiss me
Like a gentle memory
Touch me, follow me
Let me feet your love so sweet

Hey Brownie, forever with me
I know I love you
When you look up at me
With your eyes of green

- the brilliant green

bingo

2006-05-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm right!!!! i never ice skate in the end!!!! actually am quite sad that i din get to skate but on the other hand, should be happy that i have guessed that I would not haf a chance to skate. ya..so happy loh.. guessed correctly that i din get to skate. so bo liao..

只想。。

2006-03-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

半夜三更，
冲个冷水澡，
没想什么，
只想生病。

一山还有一山高

2006-03-19T03:20:00.000+08:00

if i was very hardworking last sem, than this sem i'm super hardworking.
i thought i have reached my limit last sem.. but i guess one will never know one's limit.
miracle is always waiting at the end of the thunderstorm.
you will see the rainbow if you survive the thuderstorm.

shoes.sandals.slippers.

2006-03-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

my mom dun wan to help me wash my sandals, so i told her i wash myself. so tomorrow i will wash all my shoes, sandals and slippers at one go, such that i have no footwear to go out. tt will be my excuse to stay at home and reject all the invitations and errands. tt's me.. a very insensible girl.

blinded.

2006-03-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

recently there seems to be this agenda about blindness. both channel 8 n channel u have shows featuring blind lead actor and actress. if only i am blind,
den i dun have to see the ugly side of the world,
the untruthful side of my friends,
the insincerity of people.. if only i'm blind.

no life.

2006-03-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

haiz.. sometimes really dunno y i'm doing this. i love life but i have no power to enjoy it. i do not have time to do the things i like but i spent time doing the things i have to do. work n work n work for wat reason i dunno. no one to rely on n i can't rely on anyone. i can't even sleep properly. i lead this kind of shitty life no one understands.

the war is over.

2006-03-11T23:04:00.000+08:00

aki ... u won.. u have completely messed up my life.

my cousin

2006-03-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

A levels result was out a few days ago and my cousin got 4 As! congrats!! my aunt asked for my email address, i presumed that she wanna ask me about courses in NUS. however i din receive any email from her so i decided to send her sms instead. i told her to encourage my cousin to choose dentistry cos' it's a quick 4 yr course and she can earn big bucks. though it might be boring but it's the most well paid job with little hassel i think. dentistry din cross my mind last time cos i tot it would be so boring.. but i think given my personality.. even the most interesting job would be uninteresting in a few yrs time. since anything will got boring sooner or later.. it doesn't really matter? but luckily, she decided to do medicine which is prefect i thought. however i still think dentistry is a better choice, if u weigh the pros n cons to medicine. less studying time, less no of students, fix working hrs blah blah blah. anyway, good luck to her.. hope she gets wat she wans!!! jia u!

who can be a good architect?

2006-03-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

you can be a good architect if...

1) you are a loner; you have no other social circles beside architectural ones.
2) you have no spouse nor children
3) you are an orphan; you dunno what your parents look like.
4) you can take criticism from the lousiest tutor
5) you can be awake for 19hrs and sleep only 5hrs everyday, including sundays, saturdays and public holidays.
6) you can take breakfast at 12pm, lunch at 6pm, dinner at 12am, supper at 8am.
7) you can present like u nv done before even without sleep for 3 nights.
8) your hobbies are drawing plans, elevations, playing with autocad and cutting base wood.
9) you can breathe wood, eat glass and drink concrete.

ice skating

2006-03-04T13:09:00.000+08:00

i wan to ice skate, even though the ring is so pathetically small. every little free time i can squeeze out of my hectic timetable, ice skate will be my first pirority. so finally yesterday i had my chance. together with darren, we headed for the ring in jurong. but to our dismay, ice hockey tornament was in progress. the ring was in used from dawn till dusk. this tornament was to be held over a few days, so i can forsee that i wouldn't be able to skate till after my submission-- that will be in a few weeks time. what kind of life do i lead? so busy till i have no time for a 2 hrs of fun? i'm not doing any big business.. juz slogging my life away in an air-con faulty studio. ok, it's not i dun haf time, i do have time to sleep. but i juz dun haf the correct time slot, or darren time doesn't fit my time. i think by the time i'm free, i dun have the liking to go skating anymore.

daddy

2006-02-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

when i was still a little kid, my dad used to tell me, 如果你可以的话，daddy让你读. my dad nv failed his promise. i studied with a carefree mind, free from any form of financial burden. he supported me all this while, all the way till my university course. at a point of time, i had wanted to study medicine, i din even consider the large sum of money tt would require, i juz tot of wat i thought i wan. i dunno if my dad's worry abt seeing me thru the medicine course but i noe if i had wanted tt course, i will have my means, through bank loan or watsoever.

now i looked back. all thanks to my dad, because of wat he said, i never hesitate to choose wat i wan to study. i nv ever tot of the significant of tt statement till now. to me then, it was juz part of his nagging to urge me to study hard, to inject me with the idea tt earning a degree will enable good future. but now, that statement has another meaning to me. studying is not at all easy. how many midnight oil burnt, how many sleepless nights, how many no weekends in a role--countless. how many headaches, how many try harder next time, how many failure, how many success--infinite. if i'm prepared to take all these from pursuing my studies, daddy will support u.

i wish i can repay my dad his graces. his unconditioned love. now whenever i felt studying is taking on my toil, i shall rem wat he said. i will realise my studying is taking on his toil as well. it's inspiring, reminds me that i have someone to turn to.

thanks dad, i nv say but i love u.

Happy New Year!

2006-01-01T13:13:00.000+08:00

first day of 2006.. actually din really feel it coming.. it juz arrived like any other normal day. i'm probably too tired to notice or i simply juz wan it to come peacefully and quietly. i left holland on 30th dec and it snowed. i thought i was lucky, to be able to see snow, this time is really snowing and accumulating on the floor, before i left holland and snow came earlier this year. little did i know snow was actually the start of all my suay events. i reached schipol airport damn early cos there's no tram ride in the middle of the night and my flight is at 7am.. so i needa stay over at the airport. tt's alright, i'm used to staying over at the airport anyway.. choosing cheapskate airlines is lidat.. they have weird hrs and i dun wan to spend any money on taxi cos it's simply crazy.. to pay like 80 sing to go to the airport?! it was actually the second consecutive night i spent in the airport. when i checked in, there's a little mishap at the counter and i got to wait again. nvm, still no big deal. than boarded the plane successfully but waited for damn long for the plane to start moving. i slept and woke up the plane is still at the same position..i think it was delayed for at least half n hr. finally it moved. i have to catch a flight at vienna airport at 10am and at 9.50, i'm still in the air. ya, vienna airport closed down due to big snow.. and we had to stop over at Linz first. than there's this lady who started crying, i tot her mom's sick or wat and she has to fly back immediately, turned out she's attending her sis's wedding.. comon' do u have to cry till so badly for tt? den we flew back to vienna n yesh, i missed the flight back to spore. vienna transit lounge is really tiny. there's so many ppl at the service counter cos a lot of flights were missed. i think i queued for like 3 hrs before i could get a new ticket. i started to think, if only i'm a foreigner and transitting at changi.. really proud of changi airport. the next available flight is at 11pm and gotta transit at bangkok.. transit again, yes. so i gotta wait for another like 7hrs at vienna airport. it's really shitty man.. kept waiting and waiting. lucky i got my book and some biscuits with me. den boarded the plane and transit at bangkok..everything went smoothly. i tot my luck gonna change when i reached spore.. but.. yesh, every good thing has to end wif a but.. they lost my lagguages! the lady at the belt told me, they probably couldn't make it when they transit at bangkok... 'couldn't make it' she made it sounds so easy but my heart was really smashed to the core that any other form of pain could not be felt any further. i can't believed my suayness... zada always said u have to be suay 3 times den there will be a turn of luck.. but i dunno how many times i have suayed. definitely more den 3 including other some details tt i dun bother to fill in. for example, this morning i wan to go to the market to have breakfast.. comon' it's like the second time i'm gg to the market ever since i've moved here and it has to rain! and i juz received a call from the airport tt they found my lagguages and will be flown in this evening..but i really have to reserve my doubt whether the flight will get delayed anot.. really. ok..hope 2006 will be a fresh start for me. and next time, i will choose direct flight, at any cost.. really.

going home.

2005-12-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

yup, will be home on e 31st dec, 520am in the morning. bad timing but tt's the only timing i can get. well..going to miss holland i guess and definitely all my frenz here. the life here though boring, is slow. dunno how am i gg to fit into the hectic life in spore again..and the weather.. haa.. hot and sweaty weather man.. but good oso..can wear less.. here wearing so much makes my shouders and neck ache. ok..dunno wat to write liao..c u guys back in spore!

it snowed!

2005-12-18T04:15:00.000+08:00

yesh! i saw real snow for the first time! amazing.. sounds sua-gu huh.. but it's really a very nice feeling! at first i tot it's the haze again.. den i saw some white stuffs flying around and tt's snow! wat a sight.. it's really nice but it was in the early morning..everyone is sleeping.. only me standing alone in the corridor wif big jacket letting the snow hit me..haa. wat luck.. to be able to see snow before i leave.. though it might only be for a while. den in the day, it snowed now n den with rain.. morning one is the nicest! with juz snow and wind. wow..this is the nicest thing in delft le..

add on

2005-12-17T07:12:00.000+08:00

i wan to write down a list of things i wan to do when i go back..

top on the list -- visit the dentist!!!!! den i will buy an electronic toothbrush. after that i shall go cut my hair at my favourite stylist place. hope he's still around. and den, i will stick a piece of crystal on my tooth.

second on the list -- i wan to do facial. i wan to go for hols.. mayb during term break or before school starts! heh.. den i wan to eat!! prata.. actually tt's the only food on my mind.. prata with condense milk!!! and i wan to drink irish coffee at o'brian!

third on the list -- i wan to go clubbing! with bb, za, and all my girlfrens.. yeah, no guys allow.. haa. i wan to send a present to amelie, my best exchange fren from france! i wan to go for supper wif my rulang gang! and to JB at night of course!

fourth on the list -- i wan to leave the tv on n sleep! i wan to walk in orchard road! not so sure abt shopping though.. mayb buy some nice clothes for the new yr. i wan to speak in mandrian and all my lahs lohs mah meh.. haha.

work work work

2005-12-17T06:59:00.000+08:00

here i am..taking a break from my work..wan to die can..really hated working while ppl are having hols..argh.. i'm getting retarded.. i dunno how to render anymore and i dunno how to capture views.. i left all my skills in the pc at jurong west blk 662A 7th floor the unit wif very nice house plate in the room with a table which has it's bending moment stretched to it's optimiun point. photoshop seems foreign to me.. and my blding is freaking ugly.. mayb on the day of presentation i juz vomit some blood and spill it onto my panels so no one can see how ugly tt piece of housing is! den mayb they will juz pity me and let me pass n go home. yes..i miss home, especially at this very moment. no one to buy lunch for me when i'm hungry.. no childcare left over food for high tea.. no 24hrs ready hot water to make coffee.. no nothing.. argh.. i wan to go back to the castle with king and queen and a princess life awaiting..

so fast.

2005-12-14T08:26:00.000+08:00

time has wings, it flies. my exchange in delft is gonna end soon n i'll be gg back to reality. being in a foreign country is like being put into another dimension. it seems so recent that i was complaining the lack of clothings, stationery and food when i first came. almost got my mom to send me stuffs that i tot i need. but i have since survived wif the bare necessity. doing homework with the limited number of pens and zero paper clips. sometimes i like buying things i thought i need but in the end i din use at all. like i bought milo cos i tot i will drink but i only make milo twice. i like to have food in my room but i dun like to eat. i used to barge into my kitchen back home a few times in the night to search for food. u noe, in the night, what's there will be there.. no extra food will appear no matter how many times u search. but i juz like to open the fridge n cupboard to ransack the same food again n again. even if i found my favourite food like orea, sometimes i dun eat too and i juz complain that there's no food in the cupboard. so over here, i will juz buy food and keep overtime..so i will have a supply of food to look at and feel contented that i have food to search for. mayb this is kaisu-ism cos it might be because i'm afraid tt food will run out one day so i keep stocking up. or mayb i dun like the idea of emptyness. or mayb i'm juz weird. but one thing nv change, i'm always rushing. i think i'm juz slow.. tt's y have to rush everytime for submission..

what makes u who u r?

2005-12-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

i was thinking.. what determined our traits, our character? physical traits like small eyes, big nose or even 1 eye, half a nose are genetically determined, so we can do nothing about it, unless u r thinking of having a plastic surgery. den how about our character? ren zi chu xing ben shan or ren zi chu xing ben er? if we put two new born bbies in the exact same environment, eat the exact same food, mix wif the exact same ppl, watch the exact same tv program, go to the exact same school, will they grow up having the same character? is there a gene inside us tt controls how naughty we are? i know there's a left n right brain tt control the emotive n logical part of us. is tt oso sub divided into how naughty or how lazy we can get? if one person has more 'naughty' genes, den he's naturally more 'gek xiao' den others? if we are all born equal other den the physical traits, den is it the environment tt shape us? traits like musically talented i can understand.. i think tt has to do wif the left n right brain part. but traits like more nua, more bia, more kaisu, more bo chu have to do with which factor? it's like some ppl kena said 'eh u v nua leh', den they rebutt 'i'm juz like tt leh, there's nothing i can do'.. but wat makes u juz lidat? u r inborn a nua kid, so since young u don't bother to cry even when u r hungry? if tt's the case, i got nothing to say.. it's really inborn..cannot change even if the sky falls.. but i dun believe ppl can be borned nua! how can? can u imagine.. when the mom is giving birth to the nua gia.. den the kid took 1 day to come out cos for evey 2cm he moves, he took a nap for 5hrs.

yyyyyyyyyy? how come there's phrase like 'oh tt's juz her..' does she ever noe wat makes her 'juz her'? oh man.. i dunno if anyone can answer my question.. but try lah..ok? anyway, the nua is not directed to anyone i noe k.. i'm juz too paiseh to use my traits as examples..cos it will mayb take a few yrs to finish writing..but if u really v nua..den mayb u can give it a tot too lah.. or u got other traits tt's not listed.. can oso tell me..

happy Belated bdae song!

2005-12-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

hey song, sorry for the late wish..wasn't around at tt moment.. hope u had a wonderful bdae!!!!!!

ruif

2005-12-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

i went to the ruif yesterday, a pub in old delft. it's my first time there.. quite a loser..haa. been here for so long le.. well at least i've been there. the pub is really crowded, no space to walk AT ALL. we juz stood around n talked among ourselves. den me n zada retreated to a corner at the bar n juz sat n talked. za said we r like the asian loser..but nvm lah, nobody cares anyway n somemore got cute bartender there. den suddenly one guy popped up n asked if we're frm singapore.. oh man, we really got the singapore look meh.. turned out tt he did his internship in spore n he really likes it there. haha.. first time, i heard ppl talked of spore with so much enthusiasm. but it's nice, den can relate n tell him a lot of stuffs abt spore. ok..i gtg n pay my rent now..supper sian!!!!

myanmar

2005-12-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

darr went myanmar.. will only be backed on 10th Dec.

furniture

2005-11-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

i was visiting the boijmans van beuningen museum in rotterdam when i suddenly has this tot. i would design all the furniture my house in the future. isn't tt cool. all furniture, right down to the forks and spoons i use. so my house will grow slowly, from empty to a real furnished house, in mayb 20 yrs later. but it's gonna be expensive, so there will not be any interior design needed. juz simplest concrete with screed paving. the furniture shall be the only form of decoration. isn't that nice?

chop chop carrr-lee pok!

2005-11-23T04:36:00.000+08:00

i better chop chop do my design..if not no time to go travel..or rather cannot travel wif a peace of mind.

when u have a motive, u have a direction.

the right time

2005-11-20T05:44:00.000+08:00

is there a right time for everything to happen? if class starts at 8, is it not right to arrive at 8.30? then y is not wrong to arrive at 7.30? if standard working days are from monday to friday, do u feel cheated if u have to work on weekends? if weekends are meant for play and family, den y can we still play on weekdays? if u sleep late and wake up early, will u die younger? if u start eating only in the evening, are u having breakfast or dinner? if u do the right thing at the right time, does that make u a more sucessful person or u juz dun bother to change? if u do the right thing at the wrong time, are u considered a loser or u r only being more creative?

if u r having exams now, y are u still reading my blog?

icy weather.

2005-11-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

it rained hail today. i'm not sure if it's the right way to use this word cos this is the first time i'm using it which implies, the first time i'm seeing it. it's cute..to see ice falling from the sky. small tiny icy cold hard spheres that bounces off the ground. i even took off my gloves to feel the hail. amazing. this is something my country can't give.. a weather wif an attitude. a weather tt can strike ur head and wake up ur idea. a weather that can change ur mood totally from bad to good and den slamp it damn hard to ground zero again. a weather that controls ur daily activities. a weather that reminds u that u r still part of the world. there's only 2 types of weather in spore. hot and cold; natural and man-made. we put air conditioning in almost every place, to reach for the human comfort level, or so they call it. comfort level for the inside but world wide pollution for the outside. but are u really comfortable inside? u made it so cold that u have to wear jacket n sweater or is it juz a show off that u have a nice pull over u got from ralph lauren? take off the jacket, go out enjoy the sun. it's good for the skin too.. can get free vitamin D.

for A.I.J.I.A.

2005-11-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

i was commenting in your blog when i realised that i forgot my username and password for xanga. and if i sign up again, it will be e third time le.. so decided to juz comment here and fate will bring u here to read if u r meant to read it.. ya.. i juz want to tell you that i couldn't read the chinese words in ur blog ah.. so everytime i go to ur blog, i came out disappointedly.. boo. n i did the personality test in ur blog.. i'm shancai.. but i have 0% conviction and 100% doubt abt the result.. so stop doing so much of e quizz le lah..haa.. pian ren one.. =p. how's ur exams? hope they went well! and jia u for all taking exams as well.. i saw a rainbow in delft (really).. u guys will pass ur exams with flying colours!

replying to goodbyes

2005-11-15T04:40:00.000+08:00

i noe y i have to constantly check if there's ppl on msn i can talk to. time difference. i'm 7 hours behind. though most of my frenz sleep at weird hrs like 3am.. i'm still the one to reply to their goodnites. our time diff is so large that i will never be the one to say goodnite first. i hate this. i'm always lagging behind. even moving to a new place, i have to choose one that moves behind time. my fren said in her blog, always face the sun so the shadow is behind u. the sun starts setting at 4pm here, i'll be in complete shadow after tt, whether the sun is infront or behind doesn't matter anymore. when i'm done, there's no one i can say goodnite to. mayb to my little marimo who refuse to grow anymore. it has reached maturity, according to darren. does tt mean it's gg to age and die soon too? i'm still there when my frenz wake up and say hi to me. they have started a brand new day while i'm still struggling and hope my day doesn't come yet cos' there's endless stuffs i have yet to finish. mayb i can understand y some ppl have no faith in long distance relationship. it's not so much of not being able to see, hold hands or kiss each other. it's a matter of being there at the exact moment u need someone to be there. it's not being physically there but jus the thought that u noe he's also working hard while u r struggling makes u stronger.

i wan to be the one to say goodnite first.. can i?

MSN

2005-11-14T06:33:00.000+08:00

i can't live without msn here. i checked it constantly to see if there's anyone i can talk to. i can't live alone. i can't live without talking to someone. i miss my phone, i miss the sound of my assigned ringtone for darren. i miss the display pixs my phone shows when my frens call me. i miss the voices of chinese tv drama, even if it's a local production. i miss those late nights when i will just laugh at the old movies tcs shows. i miss the times when i will watch indians' movies and follow the subtitles conscientiously. i miss the moments when i watch out of my window late at night just to see the reflection of the traffic lights on the window next block and wait for it to turn red, den green again. i miss the red chinese lamp by the ancestors' table in the opposite block, on e eight floor i remembered. i miss seeing the elevator goes up and down in the block beyond the opposite block. i miss views that are not static even if it's late at night. i miss my mom's nagging me to go bathe. i miss my dad's asking me how to do photoshop, even though they are always the same questions. i miss my grandma asking me to eat. i miss my grandpa too, even after so many years. i miss the fishes. i miss sneaking out of the house late at nights when everyone is sleeping. i miss going to JB without telling my folks. i miss the anticipation of my dad's calling in e morning to ask where i was where in the end he only asked if i took the house key. i miss all e small insignificant moments that make my life so real. i miss my weirdness.

will i miss all the misses when i go back, i wonder. there are too many things we take for granted. start appreciating now.

getting out of the room..

2005-11-14T04:25:00.000+08:00

Nice weather today, sunny and not too cold. amelie asked if i would like to go delft centre with her. she said the weather is too good, has to get out even though she has to read the aldo rossi book. tempting but yet i'm a bit reluctant. design is holding me back. when i'm in the mist of something, i wouldn't wan to stop. but i couldn't bear to reject my dear fren's kind invitation. decided that i have to be more sociable too. hack design, juz go out and enjoy the sun. and amelie's right! it's really nice, juz cycle ard and explore like i nv been there before. we sw some nice houses and went to look for the 'seven alleys' near the factories area. she's good, can navigate very well. i like it a lot. when tj told me i have to get out more, i'm skeptical. cos i really dread gg out in the cold. i'm not well equiped with warm clothes. but today, i think letting myself out really helps. helps me to not think of design and juz wonder around. and it suddenly keeps me thinking, mayb i should do that also when i get back. jus flip some SIA magazines and visit the places when i'm bored. i think there's too much other things i can do in spore that i wouldn't think of visiting buildings. but over here, there's really no activities i can do on a sunday other than taking my bike and wonder around. and i realised how much i have missed.

take a step back and think. have u been missing out too much in life? have u been constantly being pushed by people to move on? all the things u have done so far, are u really aware of it?

will u do it?

2005-11-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

"you need to draw some plans, sections and mayb elevations.. will u do it?" i smiled. of course i will do it. u are such a darling tutor. absolutely love u. and your kid is so cute and obedient. neutelings said architects don't design for ourselves, we design for people. i design for u. "can i draw on your paper?" u asked, many tutors juz draw on anything they see, without asking. "it's juz a suggestion, u dun have to follow." u said this everytime u suggest something new. u r trying not to be dictating. at least ur suggestions make sense and are constructive. thanks, a big thanks. i hope u will stay like this till end of final crit, n even end of ur teaching career. i have a tutor last time, juz like u. very nice guy but so nice that everything is ok with him. but i think u r better than that, i can see that ur comment is sharp and critical, at least tt's wat i think. mayb u will be the one to rekindle the architecture flame in me tt has somehow dimmed in the past year. give me a light... i need to see.

double back!

2005-11-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

yeah.. back from paris and back to my own room! well..actually not exactly 'yeah'.. cos paris is beautiful and my bro's room is warm with high speed computer. so, no hurray for being back to boring delft and my cold room. Paris is really nice.. with many many monuments to see and many heard-of-only-but-no-chance-to-see buildings. but i'm really lazy to upload photos.. shall consider getting multiply soon. Den i see notre dame came true..haa.. did a project on notre dame but actually the project i anyhow do..cos no time and really dun understand all the terms they used. but nevertheless, at least i visited my project..haa. think i like the arabe institute most.. it's really the kind of building tt i will go 'wow....' den u see the shutters open n close..how hapz. how..i dun wan to do design..no inspiration no motivation. it's only 3.40pm and the sun is setting.. how to work in this bloody condition.. felt so helpless and yet dun wan to receive help. i'm juz dumb..

my favourite stairs in the arabe institute.. from now on, all my designs shall have scissor stairs.

nice huh?

2005-10-31T01:47:00.000+08:00

bought a new belt in H&M in Rotterdam. it's purple.. my dear cherokees..

oh gosh...it has been so long..

2005-10-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

yes.. i din realised it's almost 3 weeks since i last posted something. this week was the most hectic week for me.. 2 presentations in a week. but well, at least they are over now! and guess wat..for the next quater.. i only have lesson on friday.. and tt's like 8 times to school in 2 months! jealous?! but no worries..i shall make up the 'lost' by travelling around..haa.

i think i really can't live alone.. i can forget to eat when i'm busy. and i think i slim down! finally..after working so hard on my fats for 10 yrs.. i actually slim down unconditionly here. no schedule and diet plan... juz slim down. over here..ppl exercise everyday cos need to cycle everyday.. so it's a pretty healthy life style i would say. and wat they eat everyday? bread, ham, cheese and kan dang.. so un-sinful food. they have late breakfast and early dinner.. lunch is juz like a snack to them.. i wouldn't be surprised if their national heart attack rate is like -1%.. ok..they may have a healthy life style which probably increase their life span.. but.. a big but.. wat's the use of a longer life span when their life is so darrrrr boring!!!! so they juz live a long time do the same routine over and over again! wat for?....

i'll be off to paris soon.. a lot more happening place and more things to see! shall end here with the presentation i did for technical studies. 4 days 3 nites of hard work..which din pay off.. but well at least i know i did well.. a little patt for myself.

it's been a long time since i post food.

2005-10-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

yup.. hafen been doing cooking for some time cos been eating at my brother's place due to my busy schedule. managed to invent some funny dish today. brocauli + carrot + egg + cheese.. basically juz use wat i can find in my fridge. it's actually quite nice, juz tt it's a bit too salty.. due to my poor estimation of soy sauce and the bottom is totally chao ta.. cos i'm waiting for the cheese to melt on top n the pan was too hot. next time should put the cheese inside the vege. thinkin of a name to call it.. suggestion? BCEG? haa..

nameless

so.not.loved.

2005-10-03T07:19:00.000+08:00

i f.e.l.t s.o n.o.t l.o.v.e.d f.u.l.l s.t.o.p

i'm still awake.

2005-09-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

it's 4.33am here n i'm still awake! was doing work juz now.. actually it only took me one hr to compose everything into photoshop but trying to find info is nt an easy task, at least for me. i think i live the 22 yrs not knowing how to find resources, or rather conveniently take resources from other people. ya, i'm totally hopeless in researching. i hate the library cos' 60% of the time, the keywords i typed doesn't have corresponding books. it's much easier if there's a book list to follow but then again, 90% of the time the books are on loan. n by the time u got the book, ur assignment is due. it has been v long since i managed to stay awake in the night.. yeah. a little accomplishment maybe. i'm gg to think of design after this.. finally. for the whole month, my studio has been doing site analysis.. so 'interesting'. tmr is still site analysis but we gotta choose site.. so i must consider carefully. den after next tue.. i dun haf to meet up wif my group mates for studio design! horray!! 3 cheers!! i really drag having group discussion.. and when the discussion is juz for the sake of showing something tt is totally useless. no intelligent input, no constructive output. i pray n wish n step on the accelerator tt next tue arrive.. faster.

here comes the ppl!

2005-09-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

yeah.. hafen been posting pic of places n ppl cos i dun haf the habit of fishing out my camera when i see interesting stuffs.. cos more often pic doesn't capture the essence of the place.. i juz want to feel and remember the place. haha.. mayb song can take good photos.. but not me. nevertheless.. here's some photos which i took back 2 weeks ago in amsterdam.

Dam Square

for zaza n shane...

"i'm sinking!"

Nemo - science centre by Renzo Piano

in Van Gogh museum...he's a dutch

a nice courtyard cafe...

Ann Frank museum

omg! wat's brad pitt doing in amsterdam?!

...n he even took a pic wif me!!

police on patrol horses...

food again!

2005-09-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

before

after

yeah! tt's my fried noodles.. it's really delicious.. it's the nicest stuff i ever cook so far. and this dish is really impromptu.. juz search through my fridge wat i haf and juz add stuffs as i like.. and turn out even better den i tot it would. but i think the portion is too much for one person.. shd learn estimation skill. and i think mayb it's a bit oily.. cos after eating.. i yearn for chinese tea.

cooking. ideolgy

2005-09-20T05:18:00.001+08:00

I shall start by stating that i do not hate cooking. In fact, cooking can be fun. Cooking for oneself is pathetic, u gone through the whole lot of preparation, oiled face n hair, sometimes finger cuts, den when u finally accomplished the mission, u realised it's tastless. the amount of time spent is juz not justified. but well, u might still be happy cos at least u completed cooking and filled ur stomache.

Cooking for more people sounds better. u have a heavier responsibilty and u wouldn't wan to mess things up. cos eating tastless food urself is ok, but serving tastless food to others is against ur conscious. u put on the apron, follow each steps from the recipe carefully, mayb even up to the point where u use a measuring cup to ensure the correct amt of ingredients to put in. u are tt precise, cos u wan others to enjoy the meal.

Cooking with people can be challenging. u haf a preconcieved idea of the ways to cook to a delicious meal and u think u are rite. comon', my mom cooks it this way too, it can't be wrong, u think. his mom cooks it his way too and he can't be wrong either! conflicts arise. but it wouln't be so bad, conflict is too strong a word to use. mayb juz some slight disagreements. all these can be solve cos' we all work towards a common goal. at most, add some chilli or pepper at the end if it's not to ur taste.

My fren told me that cooking is like architecture. but i can't rem the rest of the part cos my mind automatically shuts off when i see metaphors lidat. a lot of things can be like architecture, the list goes on. i juz wan to noe that whatever things we do, we have to like it. if u did it and realised tt it's not ur cup of tea, dun do it again. pls dun try to find reasons to substantiate wat you like. if u do that, u already dun like wat u r doing.

i'm still eating good

2005-09-19T03:58:00.000+08:00

garlic spagetti + sambal tuna + mixed salad

zada's vinegar chicken & pork + salad + fish fingers

here's some pix of my dinner.. juz to update u guys that i'm still eating good! i would cook more if i'm eating with my fren. these 2 dinners were eaten with zada, the other exchange ger frm nus! looks nice rite? it doesn't taste bad either..haa. see the da-glam toilet paper below those fish fingers? it's used to absorb oil.. haa. we're still quite health conscious!

mid-autumn festival

2005-09-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

heard from aijia that it's mid-autumn festival in spore tmr. suddenly tot of the date wif zutto at chinese garden last yr this time. haa.. but this yr cannot go le...boo..
i can save myself from getting fat this mid-autumn cos usually i eat a lot of mooncakes.. they are quite addictive.. once started, i can't stop. i like sweet stuffs..

juz went for gocery shopping and some misc stuffs.. i spent like 9 eruos (tt's like 18 sing) juz to buy some cheese, yogurt, trash bag, masking tapes blab blah.. so gross rite? but i think i'll juz get use to the currency here.. bo bian ah..haa.

den i made some salad which i intend to keep for a few days..haa.. so can save the trouble of making again. idea rite?! i'm really lazy to cook.. i think cooking can be quite fun but well, i'm juz lazy to cook and most of the time it doesn't taste nice..so wat's the pt rite?!

photos. more coming soon.

2005-09-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

the famous library in TU Delft.

container hostel in school campus.

a corner office building in den haag.

food for thought

2005-09-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

my potato salad.

school.started

2005-09-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

i'm typing form the computer in school. they have like 2 to 3 computers per studio.. pretty cool. this is only the first week of school but i felt busy already. mayb i'm getting old or juz unprepared.

my room is pretty nice, with attached bathroom and a one-man kitchen. cooking for one person is not really fun. cos the preparation work is usually more den the end product. right now, i usually eat wif my bro and his gf. so it's still ok.. the preparation work is reasonable. but when i haf to eat by myself, i think i'd settle with juz bread. haa.. hope this will make me slimmer.

i got this second hand bike for 70 euros. pretty expensive but i need a small bike.. so quite bo bian. but i find the bike quite hard to cycle, like i haf to use a lot of strenght to move the pedals. mayb it's the gear. i almost couldn't walk when i got off the bike this morning. den i haf to pretend tt nothing has happen and walk gracefully when actually my legs have already turned jelly.

ok..hope i can post some photos tonite, if i'm not too tired.

address.mine

2005-09-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

greetings from delft!

here's my address..

Roland Hostlaan
nr. 193
Postal Code 2624HE
Delft, The Netherlands

living alone is quite fun, but i miss the sounds of people sometimes.
still using net from my bro's room.. will update more with photos when i got connection in my room! will post photo of my first cooked meal.. hold ur breath.. it's gonna make ppl drool!

Leaving. on a jet plane - i wish.

2005-08-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

ya, i'm leaving soon but not on a jet plane.. i juz love tt song, it's so so nice such tt i haf to be lame once more n put it down on the title.

the next time i blog, i'll be in holland! yeah, with full blast aircon whole day round..haa. i'm sure excited, but i'm oso sure tt i will miss everything n everyone here. i think i get more sentimental as i get older..haa. well, i just haf to learn to grow up one fine day..

oh..sth to share. i bought the $16 spectacles frame rite, so i went to the optician to make the lens. guess wat?! my degree gave me a discount of 50%! wow.. my first spectacles was made wif the same optician. den was like 25 degree. den i went to other opticians to haf my contact lenses n spectacles made. the last time i measured was 100 degree. den yesterday, it became 50 degree.. actually i think it was b/w 25 to 50. which sets me to wonder.. i seems to haf stopped - i was already this 'tall' in pri 6, now my eyesight has gone back to the past.. but how come my weight cannot resume its previous standard!!!! arghh... ya, i got my pt cross.. y am i still so fat?!?
haa.. beside tt pt, how come my eyesight improved? i swear i hafen been wearing contact lenses n spectacles frequently. nt even once a week kind. so mayb stop wearing helps. or perhaps it's the shop lah.. it oso stop growing like me... their customers' degree wun be over 50..haa!

got a new bag!

2005-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

today, my indecisiveness has shown its angelic side! those who noes me will realise that i'm an absolute indecisive person. be it shopping, eating or even choosing wat to wear, i've always been indecisive... till the pt tt i'm angry with myself. but today's shopping trip made me realise tt indecisive helps, sometimes.. ok.. mayb only this time. =P

i'm suppose to go buy this esprit bag that i've been eyeing for v long le. so the plan was to go raffles place esprit, grab e bag, den go pacific cafe at marina to meet liz. but on e train, my indecisiveness acted up. mayb the bag is not wat i had in mind after all, it's not v big, like can't put jacket n stuffs, den like quite hard to match wif clothes *ya, tt's one big consideration when i buy stuffs..must match! thou today i wear till like i'm gg to perform for ndp*. so i decided to meet liz first. on the way, i saw the adidas bag tt i like! n this time in the correct size! i sms darren in the v moment! ya, i was ecstatic. so i tot, i was lucky, cos i was indecisive, tt's y i din buy the esprit bag first and regret later! hahaa..

but den when i went to see the adidas bag, i find it quite big leh.. haiz.. so had a major debate whether to buy the esprit or 3 stripes bag. in the end, i bought the adidas one and only minute after i bought, i told liz, " hey, mayb europe got nicer ones leh.. shd go there see first." helpz! y am i always like tt! must must n really must learn how to not regret my decision. n indecisiveness is really not good.. oh, n i bought a red plastic frame for only 16 bucks! but again, i went hm n looked under normal lightings n normal mirror, it isn't v nice oso leh..haha

要钱还是要命？

2005-08-23T00:51:00.000+08:00

does the title rings a bell? we used to joke abt it when we were young, using the ruler as the knife.. those were the times.. but when the joke turns into reality, wat would u haf done?

we had our JB trip as usual. this time there's roy, song, bb and me. went in quite early cos i had to buy some softwares programs *hey bro, i actually haf to go all out to help u buy leh*. after tt, we went to taman sentosa to haf dinner. as usual, we ordered quite a lot of stuffs, i dunno but i juz feel richer when i'm in malaysia. it was quite a walk to roy's car.. but it's ok cos we need tt little exercise to shed off wat we had juz eaten. reached the car, settled in, closed the doors and juz as we were still talking and joking, a man opened the driver's door.

man,"朋友，帮帮我。。"

all of us - blur look.

man,"我有爱滋病。。我不要多。。 100 新币就好。."

song, with the wat-the-fuck-look, said,"我们没有这么多。。"

man,"针有我的血。。刺下去不好玩。。"

i was in constant shock. i guess so was bb. only roy and song were bargaining wif him. they bargained bargained den fuck him off with ard 70RM. i really dunno how to react, wat happen if the syringe really contains aids blood? but we doubt it's real lah.. but we wouldn't wan to take the risk either. he looks like ah nan*the bad guy in jack neo's movie*, but smaller in built and uglier..haa. well, i think the man needs to sand his face, cos it's really undulated. den, he has a little goaty which i must say, is horribly grown. he nv trim it.. u see, if u wan to grow at least u must haf the least courtesty to beautify it rite? ok..let me try my best to describe it wif my limited vocab. erm, it's dull-black and it's curly, wavy, twisty. well, it's basically like pubic hair grown in the wrong place! disgusting!

he's a loser.. with a big fat L. and at the very end, he still can add comments like 'i see tt u all are students, i dun take too much, i dun even take your hp, i'm v nice already' all in mandrain of course, and without doubt, with the liang bang accent. so..are we suppose to thank u huh? he's worst than the beggers we saw on the causeway, at least they managed to entertain us, with the nature of their job, for that little wait at the custom.

well, it's really an eventful trip. and i nv regreted gg in. not everyone haf this kinda encounter ya?! hahaa..

p.s. life does sux.. but tt's meant for the man.. not for me anymore!
p.p.s. bro, dun tell mom n dad ok!?

sux.

2005-08-22T02:21:00.000+08:00

i hate to pack

2005-08-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

trying to pack my stuffs for exchange. it's really hard! it's as difficult as packing my own room. i'm those kind of indecisive person who can't really decide wat to throw n wat not to throw. so packing my room usually only ended up in rearranging my stuffs - like transferring water from a rectangular bottle to a round bottle! same goes for packing my wardrobe.. i usually do it like once every six months? or when i couldn't find my clothes - u see, i dun haf a lot of hangers, so i got to overlap a few clothes for one hanger. so i came up wif the method of categorizing my clothes according to colours! it's fun..hee. but my mom doesn't do it the way i do.. so after sometimes, i can no longer see a rainbow of clothes.. but anyway, still haf to thank my mom for helping me wash n iron my clothes all these while! love u!!!

but now, who will help me pack?!

-sad n confused ger

Love.Quota

2005-08-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

wat is a love quota?

u limit the number of time u see him each week.
u limit the number of hours u talk on the phone each week.
u limit the number of smses u send him each week.
u limit the number of time u shd spend thinking of him.
u limit the amount of money u shd spend on him.
u start to divert ur attention on other unimportant matters eg. like washing clothes is more important den gg out wif him.
u start to think frenz are more important.
u realise that lying to him is more den natural.

well, if u hit all the above mentioned criteria...
congratulations!!!
you haf hit the love quota!

the next step u shd take (only choose one) :

a) visit http://www.lovequota.com/ to collect ur free gifts!!!

b) extend the criteria list, put more minute stuffs like 'u rather dream of gg out wif him den gg out wif him physically'.

c) saddest n most painful choice - the friendship path.

u make the postmaster angry.

2005-08-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

this is posted by me.

who ask u to make me delete and post again.

so, which one u prefer?

can custom make for u again, at no cost.

2005-08-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

I hope u won't kill me when u come back.

It's by popular's demand tt i put it up

*darren's middle name is called popular*

I oso hope za only see this when I've left,

so u can't ask her to kill me for u.

sde.the dark room.

2005-08-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

well, went back to school today to see darren mend his model.. n heard him curse n swear at the f***ing model.. yup, tt's his exact words. though he's swearing, he will still look up n smile at me... tt's sweet of him..*thank god he did tt, if not i will feel like he's cursing me.. hee* well dear, i noe u are aggitated and it helps if u swear *cos i did that sometimes too!* , but the person beside u who is trying to do his model will feel quite awkward. u noe, the courtesy campagin has been gg on for quite some years le.. we shd juz u noe.. hmm.

den, up the dark room we went. having been to the dark room with him before, i noe he will stay up there for quite sometime. he's more patient den me i guess.. usually i will just snap a few quick shots and convince myself tt those are the nicest shots.. =p. but den, when i loaded his photos juz now, i realised there weren't a lot of shots either.. hmm.. mayb he's juz slow..haa.. or mayb he's juz trying to get the best angles.. ya..he's a patient guy still.

it's kinda boring to sit n watch him take pics, so i started to entertain myself! i realised i'm quite a good self entertainer.. so no worry when i go over to delft le.. phew. guess wat i did? those at the rock shd haf guessed.. yesh, i started to sing! haa.. but no more national songs this time.. and other den singing, i started to dance too! haa.. adding those swing to the right and waddle to the left kind of silly steps. it's really fun.. u guys shd try at hm...ha!

oh..den i asked him to help me take pics.. must make use of the lighting in the room mah. we pay maintenance fee one leh.. i edited the pix.. try to make myself look nicer..haa.. but i think din help much ba.. n yesh, i posed for the camera..it's not some accidental shot! haaa

encounter at mac.west coast

2005-08-18T02:38:00.000+08:00

went out for supper with my 6U frenz. again. haha. and i'm sure there's more to come.

we were at mac, the west coast outlet, where we saw this lady with v slim arms. song commented, " wow.. her arms v slim," den instinctively turned n looked at my arms. though his eyes are small, which appears even smaller behind his spectacles, i can sense that he's trying to send that 'hey-it's-time-to-work-on-ur-arms-le' message. dude, i got it right on the spot. actually i've been trying v hard to shed tt fats off my arms le. u noe, sometimes i feel i can't close my arms! haha..

we had tissue prata at fong seng. yummy! but seriously, JB one was better! n ppl, next time when u order tissue prata, ask for condense milk.. no regret.

friendster sux

2005-08-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

damn, i dun like friendster. i logged in, went back to sleep and my mom woke me up 24 hrs later telling me it's still logging. sux sux sux.

i rather come here and blog.

Obessed with meeting up with 6U gang...

2005-08-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

Oh well, second entry and I'm trying hard. Everytime I tried to write something but my fingers just dun move even when i got lotsa things in my mind..

Let's do a recap of past week events.. I've been meeting up wif my rulang gang so often tt it beats the total number of times we would usually meet in a year! according to song, i've met him 3 times this week eg 8th to 15th. but according to me, it's actually 5 times.. cos' we usually met at night, so it got carried over to the next day n tt made it to another day! hee.. oh ya.. must take this chance to praise roy.. who relentlessly drove us home everytime! cheers!

most unforgettable event was definitely at the rock. thx ppl, for letting me sing all night and tolerating wif my nonsense..haa. i must stressed-- i'm juz high, not drunk! n there's the little celebration on my bdae at fullerton..this time, i really formed complete sentences n recited them silently in my heart when i said my bdae wish! the best part was we went to JB at the v last minute! haa.. v fun man. the prata tissue is really shiok! it still amused me tt we went in on the 11th and came out on the 12th..so tt makes it 2 days! haa.. den today we went to see fireworks! v nice but i think we were too far.. couldn't feel the kick.

I couldn't upload any pix cos mr photographer song is still editing the photos!! haa.. remember to make me slimmer, looks taller and mayb add a little dimple.. nothing else to add rite..? cos i'm already quite perfect.. hee *feel like vomiting rite?*

Happy National Day

2005-08-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

man.. can't believe this will be my first post.. but we really damn bo liao till we haf nothing to do tt we haf to come n write blog.

ok, let me introduce my frenz to u!!

c'mon roy!

heyy all u people out there.. WASSUP?!?!?!?!??!?! Its National Day!!! It's Singapore's 40th Birthday!!! Happie 40th Birthday Singapore!!! i finally passed out from my OJT(On Job Training) phase in the Navy so its about time for me to embark on the next phase, ship life. my baby is outta Singapore (now in LA for at least 2.5yrs) n she'll only be back at the end of tis year. tats a terrible 4mths away.. well, for her n for me n the best of our future, studying overseas seems to be the best n wise choice for her. currently yumei is dozing off on xiji's bed and xji juz switched on the TV in her room.. well, while im kiinda high on alcohol rite nw, im writing this blog becoz my gd fren Ms. Liao Xiji has gotten us to start on her maiden blog so here i m.. :p

everibudi! rounds of applause for our next candidate! Miss Loh BEE BEE!! oops!! Miss Loh Gek Bee... *claps*

ahhh.. I can't believe that I am entertaining the frivolous attempt of Xiji and her blog..since I believe that this is her SECOND blog (I'm sure that its her 2nd!!) -- which obviously reflect her half-hearted flagging willpower... muahaha...

nah.. this gorgeous vertically challenged pri-sch fren of mine since Primary3 has come a long long way!! kudos to her!!and now that she is embarking on her self-discovery journey, I would like to wish her all the best. The path ahead will be filled with ups and downs, from finding her first true foreign friend to the first brush with overt racial discrimination. All the experience accumulated will build up a stronger and more resilient Xiji! Yay! Everyone who had a chance to go on any overseas exchange programme (academic or career-wise..) must cherish each and every second!!!!

alright!! I propose a toast to our friendship!! To 12years of friendship between Xiji n Roy... to 19years of friendship between Roy n Bee!!! Cheers! Slainte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

back to the host..

ok..as u can see, bee bee is trying to act cheem wif all her well-phrased sentences, adding a little pinch of life revolution!! *did i allow her to write so much? tot only one paragraph.. but well since she lent me her backpac..i can only close one eye* actually, we r all juz simple n nice n close n friendly ppl! i love them very much! we juz got high yesterday at the rock pub..hmm, probably only i got real high, yes, high only, not yet drunk.. so zouk or zoo tmr?! hahaa..

oh man, bee bee is sleeping but we caught her red-handed!! haa..wake up!!!! n roy is oral-ing beside me now.. damn, think he must haf failed.. jitao no expression..hahaha. how ppl, i'm leaving on the 18th tentatively but my visa is still not yet here.. arggh..

hmm..think i can stop writing le.. so long.. no one will wan to read my blog. ppl! attention! i think i will update my life in delft in this blog..so keep tune! again, happy bdae to singapore, n same to me the next day!!!

let's get high!!